Burnout. It happens when you least expect it. You are going strong, checking off your to do lists, not missing any appointments or meetings. You feel like you are on a treadmill and then one day… Everything seemingly crumbles. The children start acting like someone else’s child, you start forgetting appointments and meetings, you are behind on all the housework, personal work, and personal care. You look frazzled and feel even more frazzled. Life can really get hard sometimes. When it does, it is so easy to get burned out.
As I write this Im 2 days off schedule on my post, 1 day off schedule from posting our family vlog because my computer decided it had no more memory, and I have a post due on my beauty channel today. It is filmed but needs editing which once again, my computer is saying no. The children are going crazy, I haven’t had a chance to just veg out with a snack and netflix in forever and my laundry has taken over my couch. My homeschool storage is screaming for some attention and I skipped the gym yesterday. I woke up this morning so overwhelmed that I just laid in the bed for an hour. You know you have reached burnout when your body and mind completely shut down. No more input, no more output. You have been placed on time-out. I had started a different blog post but this morning inspired me to dig into God’s word on burnout. Im hoping that as I feed my spirit it will help someone else out there.
Often times we try to control everything in our lives, the schedule, the children, the spouse, our diet, our house, our job, our thoughts, and the list goes on. There is an amount of responsibility that we have in working toward the common goal of God but ultimately He is in control and we don’t have to be. For some reason we feel good when we have this sense of control, even if it is a false sense. It is actually a much better feeling to know that all we have to do is to do our best and God will take it from there if we ask him.
Thank you God for giving us a resting place. When I get so wound up and busy trying to fix things myself I end up out of control. After we rest in God, we are able to see much more clearly. Its amazing how you can rest in the middle of chaos and actually feel peace. I can rest while the laundry is still piling up, while my 4 year old is writing on the wall with the marker that I told his brother or sister to make sure was always put up, while my bill budget and family calendar sit and wait even thought the month is halfway done. It’s almost like God pauses the time for us and gives us the grace to take a breath then start again.
Even when we feel like the depths of hell are coming up after us, we can see God working if we look really closely. You will find little clues from God that the harvest is still right in front of you. Don’t lose sight of your path. Keep your eyes to God and you will see the way out EVERYTIME.