I received Christ as my Savior when I was 8 or 9 years old. I was not raised in church and I have very few memories of going to church with my mother. She believed in God but did not attend a church.
We were living in Austin Texas and I had friended the kids of a nearby Pastor. From that friendship I started going to their vacation bible school. I didn’t fully understand christianity but I knew that they seemed like their lives were very happy. My life was very chaotic throughout my childhood and I craved what they had. They seemed like they had it all together. I made up my mind then, that I would serve Christ for the rest of my life. I didn’t know at the time what all that would mean, but I knew deep in my heart that God had talked to me and led me to Him. That church put some of the foundation in me where I learned scripture memorization, the rapture and what it means to be a christian.
In the next couple of years we moved to the East Coast and then by the time I was 10 we were back in Austin Texas. At age 11 we moved back to Kansas City. Moving around opened my realization to other cultures and religions. My exposure to the 5% Nation of Islam further convinced me that Christianity was the way. I went to a Catholic Church and even a Mormon church in the next few years.
When I was 16 my friend invited me to her church for their New Years Eve Service. Their drama team did a human video of “Mary Did You Know.” I cried harder than I had cried in years. That year leading up to that service I had experienced a lot of pain. I had moved in with my grandmother, and my mother had been shot and almost died, I felt like God was speaking to me right through that song and drama presentation and I rededicated my life to Christ. I became heavily involved in that church and for the next 2 years I was in training for ministry. I went on a mission trip to St Louis and I gave my testimony, I started singing on a worship team and it was there that God spoke clearly to me that I was called to Evangelism through Music.
After high school I found myself very lost. I ventured way away from ministry. I began living a lifestyle that was far from what God wanted for my life. By the time I turned 22 I had returned to church and ministry.
When I went to the church that my grandma attended I finally felt the freedom of Christ that I ha felt as a child. I stayed at that church for around 5 years and then I moved on to a church that branched off from that one. This church that I attend now has really taught me about the love of Christ. I have reached an age where I am much more stable and I can only be excited about where my journey will take me from here.